Time — Indomitable Opponent or Friend?

The passage of time sometimes feels like an indomitable opponent and other times it brings a sense of possibility.

Regardless of how it’s viewed, it can’t be overcome.

Those of us living in life’s last decades know there’s no bargaining with time. We know our past, understand our present but don’t know our future. The way we think about time passing influences our behaviour and feelings. It also reflects our assumptions about aging.

Time As Opponent

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Time — Indomitable Opponent or Friend — photo courtesy of Aron Visuals on Unsplash

In the past few weeks, I’ve mourned the death of Harry Belafonte and Gordon Lightfoot.  It’s humbling to know that even superheroes can’t overcome the indomitable opponent that is time.

Although we may fight it, none of us can overcome aging. Bodies decay. Even if we survive cancer, heart disease, stroke or a serious accident, the reality is that bodies have physiological limitations.

Predictions and projections on lifespan vary considerably. The Brookings Institute estimates the human life span at 97 years before inevitable cellular decline leading to decreased physical and mental capacity.  Some people age more quickly, others beat this number. The U.N. estimates the average life span as 83 years — much less than Brookings.

All predictions are couched with cautions about genetics, access to health care and economic factors as determinants of longevity.

Atul Gawanda, who wrote the best-selling book, Being Mortal, reminds us of the inescapable realities of aging and death. Whatever we may do to try to prolong life with various treatments and medical interventions, life ends. Gawande urges us to face the inevitable and focus on living well into our later years.

Life-Threatening Illness

A year ago, my husband was diagnosed with an aggressive lymphoma for which there is no cure.  Because his health was generally good, he had a six-month course of chemotherapy that put the cancer into remission. Eventually, he regained strength although his overall health is fragile. His oncologist is confident that, with maintenance chemotherapy every twelve weeks for the next two years, the cancer will remain in remission for some time.

Watching him struggle with the effects of chemo, especially the loss of energy and body weight was harrowing. Now that the intensive chemotherapy regime is over, we are dealing with the ongoing changes in our lifestyle.

Living with a terminal illness diagnosis brings limitations. It affects both partners in a marriage. I am constantly vigilant and watchful. My overall stress level is much higher.

A Positive Perspective

Keeping a positive perspective helps with managing a life-threatening illness.  Having a diagnosis of cancer doesn’t mean that autonomy, dignity and joy are sacrificed. Thankfully, my husband has maintained his positive attitude about life and remains optimistic about regaining energy.  He’s in the process of renewing his passport so that we can travel!

Time may be the optimal opponent but, by viewing time as an opportunity, it can be re-framed to create a perspective that makes for the best regardless of the circumstance.


6 Replies to “Time — Indomitable Opponent or Friend?”

  1. I’m sorry to hear about your husband. I know that living with a cancer diagnosis is so hard, for both the person who has the cancer and their spouse. Attitude is everything, and it sounds as if both of you are doing all you can to maintain a good quality of life. As you say, there will be moments of sadness of frustration, but there will also still be joy in the everyday life and goals that can be accomplished. Hang in there!

    1. Thanks for your kind words. A diagnosis of cancer does affect both partners in a marriage. We strive to live each day to its fullest regardless of aches or pains or mental stress. Fortunately, when one of us is feeling out of sorts, the other listens and comforts. On most days this works! With the cancer in remission, we can make more plans for the future and that’s a blessing!

  2. I do find that knowing my life is finite makes me want to cram so much into it. I hope that like your husband if/when my husband or I are diagnosed with a serious illness I can maintain that outlook but fear that it will be so much easier to slide into a state of depression. Hats off to the two of you though for refinding the travel bug.

    1. A cancer diagnosis does make one realize that life is finite! I don’t think either of us suffered from depression during the diagnosis and treatment phase. Rather, it seemed a constant state of dread with worries about what might happen next. We are now in a phase where we can make some future plans — and that’s a good thing!

  3. I am glad your husband has been able to maintain a positive attitude. And I am glad the worst of the chemo treatments are behind him. I’m most happy that you have hope and have gotten your passports for travel. Time is to be treasured, and it sounds like you are doing just that. As I age, I try to have a positive attitude – but it is much harder to have a positive attitude and a will to live life to the fullest when there is physical pain or discomfort. Kudos to your husband for staying positive! God bless you both.

    1. Indeed, time is to be treasured! We try to live each day to the fullest always remembering that things can change on a dime. My husband has always been able to look for the possibilities in any situation. It’s not as easy for me but I find that re-framing and always looking for the silver lining helps. Thanks for sending blessings in your comment. I send blessing right back to you as you continue exploring all those wonderful campgrounds and the trails for you ebikes!

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